January 2011

Grandma was just told you were not going to come back from France.  Mommy and Daddy have decided to stay for a long time.  I think I always believed I would see you again and now I don't know if we ever will.  Some of your books and all of the videos Grandma bought you are still at her house.  Everything else I had given to Mommy, and I am so sorry she threw it away.  You would have remembered me more if you were playing with the same things we would play with.  Do you remember using the UNO cards to learn colors and numbers?  We would match.  I would say - find a 7 or a blue card.  And you even understood the wild cards and would tell me what color or number I had to find that was different.  You are such a smart little boy.  I love you and Emmerson very much and miss you every single day.